i know that this is what you want

Lately I've been opening up to new tastes. I've decided not to constrict myself so much on what the past has proven to be enjoyable, and to try and experience new things. Basically I'm becoming a high schooler finally. And I've begun to "live in the moment."; but as tacky and preppy-girl's profile that sounds, it's really true. I've also realized that some things that have been right under my nose for the past few years have as much potential as the things I've been desiring, and it almost doesn't feel like settling for less rather than taking another [possibly better] route.

today, i went to lmhs to get my community service sheet signed by ms. mahany, only to find that it was freshmen orientation. wtf.

well anyway, i got my sheet signed. and then zach showed me my schedule for the year. seriously i don't think i could thank him enough, you know how exciting it is to see your classes. anyway, the highlight is that me and greg and billy and tom are in the same newspaper class. and i have ms. burd for english. exciting.

i got my license yesterday and i leave for chicago tomorrow. if you're actually reading this then we are hanging out when i get back.

who's excited about summer school

star wars soon. as much a let down as this movie is probably going to be, i'm a true fan and i must watch it and worship it. i'm such a loser. anyway, you all better be going to see it...after all, this movie's gross income will be george's retirement fund.

So, we founded a band. Currently our name is Rangeline. Everyone seems to like the name so I guess we'll be keeping it. I don't really know who the complement of the band is, but me and Brett pretty much founded it and live close to Rangeline the road, so we're automatically in. Who isn't excited for the new Zelda game? It's gonna be so badass. The only problem is apparently you start in this stupid village and you're a cowboy and it's far away from Hyrule. But of course, Hyrule is in the game. And if you think about it, in Ocarina of Time you start in Kokiri Forest, which isn't really designated Hyrule, and yet the entire game takes place in Hyrule. I've got things that need to be done before that comes out though, such as beat RE4 on Professional, which is proving to be harder than...a lot of things. Yeah.

brett's ruining my life. hah.

fourth quarter starts tomorrow.


(cut. cut. my wrists are bleeding.)

my LJ is lame now. it used to be cool. now it's immature. someone help me. help me. help me. i just want to delete it. not mess with it. i don't know how. i don't know how. i don't know how.

live jane: have you started reading ella minnow pea
KeEpNItReAl77: nope



fuck!

i'm updating for no apparent reason. my last update was in november so this is long overdue. i really have nothing to say. lacrosse practice starts tomorrow, which basically means my life is over until april because we have 3 hour practices everyday. oh well. i got resident evil 4. i don't know why i'm talking about it. it's really scary. stay away from it. last semester sucked. every single class seemed very boring. it's tiring. there needs to be some major spicing-up of the curriculum to keep me interested. i think that goes for everyone else. school just blows in general. i'd love to just go to the mall all day long forever and ever. i'm such a girl. it's true though. does anyone use livejournal anymore? well, leave me a comment if you do, and if you don't...okay.

Fuck. Everytime I open this thing and try to write in it I never know what to write and I eventually just close it. This time I'm actually going to post so you know I meant to write something in here.

I'll think of some random stuff. I'm going to the Jimmy Eat World concert. Actually, I don't have a ticket yet, and I'm waiting on Matt to buy a ticket. I really want to dance to Sweetness with that kid.

So, techno is the best genre ever. Eminem's a dousche.

Today Kelsey [and Greg] came over. We had tons of fun. Kelsey copied my homework [oh yeah, Greg was there too]. [I'm referring to him like this because I'm mad at him in the play and going to kill him]

I need a total LiveJournal facelift. I still like NFG, but I don't have quite the passion I had before. No one should get as worked up over them as I used to. It's not healthy.

I'm sorry I can't squeeze a few more lines of useless information.

Well, Jesse Lacey is hot.

I probably won't get the balls to post again till February, so happy holidays!

I went to the TBS, FOB, MR, QFK concert. Matchbook Romance beat TBS. I think Fall Out Boy did too. I really like Fall Out Boy. Pete is hot. I touched him. TBS was alright but I've already met them so it's like what the hell. Fall Out Boy was really the shit. Pete is amazing. This has been like the past week for me. Pete rocks hxc!

DOES ANYONE REMEMBER IN MRS. ANDERSON'S CLASS WHEN WE HAD TWO DIFFERENT TEST FORMS. I ALWAYS GOT FORM B. IT WAS ALWAYS HARDER. ALL THE GUYS GOT FORM B. THAT CLASS WAS SEXIST.

Only 12 people online: 5 from out of state, 5 from in state, 1 cellular user, and SmarterChild. Goddamn, even a hurricane can't bring him down. Anyway, so I'm thinking lots of people lost power, and in that case, I'm sorry.

Usually my power goes out if someone sneezes, so I doubt I'll be utilizing these luxuries in a few minutes.

Neighborhood skimboard party if rain picks up?

My mom woke me up just in case a tree flies through my room.

Hard-core soft porn.

No school Monday, and probably none Tuesday or Wednesday either. That's just my predictions, of course SCPS are jackasses.

Whatever.

Hah, I just thought it said "Food" where it says "Mood"...wouldn't that be awesome.

Girls suck. Ok, what's up with telling your friends one thing, and then completely acting the opposite way? There's a fine line between playing hard to get and ignoring someone when they're trying to talk seriously to you.


Anyway, I secured me and Brett community service positions at the coolest place ever. I can't tell you cause then you'll steal it from me.


There's an actor named Jude Law in that Sky Captain movie. Get it? Didn't think so, you suck.


Um, wtf is up with LJ? New format?


LOADED with NFG. Soooooo hot.


Does anybody else want to be Longwoodxcore with me?

My weekend consisted of: hair that sticks up on the left side, burning tortilla chips, volleyball, volleyball, gleating, gravitational pull, the same shirt 3 days straight, elevator shafts, 13-year-old girls who looked 20, A LADY WHO SMILED ALL THE TIME AND DIDN'T MOVE HER MOUTH WHEN SHE TALKED, the hallway squad, and fireworks. Naturally.

9/11

I hate the letter V for no apparent reason. Actually, it's pretty neat, but I need a letter to hate, and G is taken. If we didn't have a letter V, Live would be lie, and shiver would be shier, and hurricane Ivan would be hurricane Ian.

Nonetheless, the letter V forms some very important words, none of which I can remember right now.

I finished reading our book for English, and all I can say is: :'(. Very sad. It was a good book, I guess. It was short and stuff so yeah. :'(.

You know, if you live within like 5 miles of the St. John's river they're giving you an optional evacuation. I'm not, but I'm sorry if you are, and if you want me to come help you sandbag your house or something I'd be more than happy to.

Tomorrow's Friday. Hellz yeah. I doubt we're gonna have school monday. They so wouldn't do that. I'm counting on the fact that they don't have evil hearts and wouldn't give us school. I'm so overloaded having 2 days of school for every week. Pssht.

Anyway, if we don't have school next week I'm going out of town for at least one night to visit...someone. hehe.

BSB concert friday. I desperately want to go, but I think I'm going to Daytona, provided there's not another hurricane. That'll be fun anyway.

Thanks to Priscilla for the amazing format and Shelby for the stellar user pic. I said stellar without even realizing it.

You're Always Dressed to Kill

Water Temple is kicking my ass right now.